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Post by arzu on Jun 10, 2010 19:59:02 GMT -5
Ok she spoke as she finished typing in the last of the numbers, she put it into an email and sent it. Closing the laptop, she looked at him. Sighing she grabbed the keys, come on I will take you home things just don’t seem to be right I feel like we are holding back. She sighed and walked out of the study, putting her cowboy boots on and walking out into the barn, lanyard tucked into her jean pocket as she went into the barn. She leaned against Jazzy’s stall and scratched her nose, what am I doing wrong girl, why do I feel as though I am holding back that he is holding back? She shook her head and stared into Jazzy’s deep brown eyes.
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Post by Phantom on Jun 10, 2010 20:12:53 GMT -5
Jason looked confused for a few moments at Alyssa's reaction. He looked dumbfounded for a few moments then he followed Alyssa to the barn, and he noticed Alyssa leaning against the horse stall. He didn't know what to say, but if he didn't say anything at all, he would, no matter how he wanted to not admit it, regret it. He walked over to where Alyssa until he was standing in front of her "Alyssa, what's wrong?" He asked shortly after, that confused, stupid look still on his face, but he was truly confused.
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Post by arzu on Jun 11, 2010 19:20:59 GMT -5
Alyssa turned to face him, she looked up at him I don’t know I just feel like you are holding back thats all but if you don’t feel like it then I am fine, you just seem so lost and confused. She shook her head, Im sorry she spoke softly and shuffled a boot on the concert and leaned back on the stall, Jazzy taking the chance to lip at her hair. She reached back and flicked her nose, she trotted back to her stall and watched.
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Post by Phantom on Jun 11, 2010 22:22:55 GMT -5
Jason loooked surprised at Alyssa's response to his question. He looked at her for a few moments then at Jazzy in her stall. He looked back at Alyssa and he chose his words carefully "I want to, but I was holding back because I wasn't sure if you wanted me to do anything" He was telling the truth, he felt as if he wasn't sure of anything anymore, however he was sure of what he was thinking right now. "Alyssa, I love you, and I want to be with you" He smiled at her, he was sure that he was not going to regret what he had just said, because he meant it.
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Post by arzu on Jun 13, 2010 12:16:04 GMT -5
She shook her head, of course I want to do things I don’t want you to hold back. She gave him a smile and watched him, running a hand threw her hair as she sighed. Listing to his next words carefully, I love you to and I would not want to be with any one else but you. She stepped near him and kissed his neck softly before wrapping her arms around his neck and kissing him.
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Post by Phantom on Jun 13, 2010 14:57:53 GMT -5
A thousand and one things ran through Jason's mind as Alyssa kissed him but he pushed the thoughts to the back of his mind, forgetting about them. He wrapped his arms around her waist and pulled her closer to him as he kissed her in return.
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Post by arzu on Jun 13, 2010 21:34:02 GMT -5
Eventually she broke the kiss apart so she could breath, she gave him a little devious smile and kissed his neck again, going up to his ear she whispered. Right here right now? She smiled and pressed her body against his and kissed him again and then broke it apart so she could look at him and he could speak.
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Post by Phantom on Jun 13, 2010 21:42:36 GMT -5
Jason looked down at her, his blue gray eyes were literally shining with excitement. After a few moments, after he considered a few things he smiled at her. "Yes, right here, right now" He looked at her for a few more moments then he kissed her again, a bit more passionately then before.
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Post by arzu on Jun 13, 2010 21:49:05 GMT -5
She smiled as he kissed her more passionately, she broke it apart, grabbed his shirt and lead him into the tack and feed room, she quickly shut the door like it would matter but one never knew. She started kissing him again and one thing just lead to another
time lapse
Alyssa was putting her shirt on, her stomach taught from years of hard work. She gave him a smile, we will get more comfy when we lay down. Alyssa knew it was later and now she was tired and most defiantly knew he meant every word that left his lips, she kissed him and opened the tack door, I love you. She spoke turning to face him and waiting so they could walk back together.
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Post by Phantom on Jun 13, 2010 21:57:34 GMT -5
Jason walked over and took Alyssa's hand in his. He managed to smile at her although he was a bit tired but he didn't care. "I love you too, I guess you believe me now" He said smiling at her again. There wasn't a reason for her to doubt him now or for Jason to doubt himself like he usually did.
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Post by arzu on Jun 13, 2010 22:07:51 GMT -5
She chuckled, of course I do now I don’t doubt how you feel. She walked out it was still raining and the temp had dropped quite a bit, she shivered slightly and walked into the house shutting and locking the door and then turning off all the lights except the one above the stove. She moved up the stairs and back into her bedroom, dropping his hand to tug off her jeans and put shorts on and a tank top, she pulled back the covers and crawled into bed and just laid there waiting for him.
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Post by Phantom on Jun 13, 2010 22:16:35 GMT -5
Jason watched as she laid down in her bed and he was lost in thought for a few short moments, another one of his pet peeves. Then after a few more moments he walked over to the bed and laid down beside her. There was a teasing glint in the depths of his eyes as he smiled at her. "Soooo, do you still think I'm holding back?" he asked teasingly as he smiled at her again.He already knew that Alyssa knew that he wasn't holding back anymore
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Post by arzu on Jun 13, 2010 22:26:11 GMT -5
She rolled her eyes and looked at him, I don’t think you are holding back any more you tease. She chuckled and snuggled up to him, but I do think you like torturing me you are much to hard to resist. She brought her mouth to his neck and kissed his neck and then rest her head on his chest, are you ready for bed or do you want to watch some t.v she spoke simply. Sighing contently as she waited.
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Post by Phantom on Jun 13, 2010 22:35:55 GMT -5
Jason laughed at Alyssa's words. "I am not a tease" He said soon after laughing again. He sighed softly thereafter however as he replied to her next question "I think I will just stare at the ceiling for a while then I will go to sleep" He said simply as he started to get lost in his thoughts.
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Post by arzu on Jun 13, 2010 22:38:43 GMT -5
Alyssa nodded and rolled over to flip the lamp off before, cuddling back up to him. No matter how tired she was, her eyes would not shut she just stared off into nothing ville and then finally they seemed to get droopy but still did not close and then finally all together they shut and her soft breaths could be herd as she slipped farther into sleep.
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