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Post by Phantom on Jun 16, 2010 12:03:19 GMT -5
Jason nodded as he watched her walk back to her room. Deep down, he was really worried about her because he didn't know what was wrong with her. For a few moments he wondered if it was something she ate but he really didn't know, he had no idea what she had been doing since he had not been here very long. He turned the lights off in the bathroom and closed the door and walked back to her bedroom. She noticed that she has fell asleep so he walked over and pulled the blanket over her. He watched for a few more moments then he walked downstairs. Then he went out the front door and walked to the barn so that he could check on Cal, whom he had almost forgotten about in the hours that had passed.
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Post by arzu on Jun 16, 2010 13:18:40 GMT -5
It had been a couple of hours sense she had fallen asleep, when she awoke Jason was no longer in the room but she figured he had gone down to see his horse. She would go down and see Jazzy but she did not want to stray to far from the house, so she just propped her pillow and tucked the blankets around her as she sat up and flipped the tv on and then flipped threw the channels. Settling on watch cnn or the channel that had news from every where. It was depressing yes but she wanted to get caught up in what was happening. So she watched and did not feel like she had to puke any more which was good, taking a sip of her water she smoothed the covers and continued to watch.
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Post by Phantom on Jun 16, 2010 13:44:48 GMT -5
Jason walked down the aisle of the barn until he came to the stall in which he had put his gelding in. He peered into the stall to see his gelding laying down on the stall floor. Moments later, he realized that Cal was asleep, Jason, not wanting to wake the old horse, returned to the house. He closed the front door behind him as he entered the house, he figured he would check on his gelding later, hopefully the brown Quarter Horse gelding would be awake at a later time. Jason returned upstairs so that he could check on Alyssa once more. He felt the need to worry about her, although he worried about most things.
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Post by arzu on Jun 16, 2010 13:53:22 GMT -5
She was being to worry, because with the on set of a commercial for food, she found herself wanting to puke, she turned her head so she could not see the screen and waited for it to be over. Maybe she should but there was no way she was it could not be. She shook her head no there was no way now she was worried. She closed her eyes, calming her racing mind, there was just no possible way. She gulped and went back to watching the tv her thoughts running crazily threw her mind she could not shake the thought.
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Post by Phantom on Jun 16, 2010 14:10:01 GMT -5
Jason walked in through the entrance of Alyssa's bedroom and found Alyssa on the bed again. He stopped at the doorway and asked "How are you feeling now?" He didn't think she felt any better than what she was feeling earlier, but he hoped that she would feel better soon. He feared that he would get even more worried about by asking so many questions. Soon enough he walked over to the bed and sat down and looked at her for a few moments, waiting for her answer.
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Post by arzu on Jun 16, 2010 14:18:17 GMT -5
She saw him standing in the doorway and then he came and sat on the bed, do I really need to answer that? She gave him a smile, I saw a commercial for food and wanted to puke so not any better but at least I can hold it back. She shook her head and looked at him afraid to even bring it up, she turned away and then took a deep breath before looking at him, what if im you know. She did not want to say it, she had herd of women becoming sick right after, she shook her head and waited.
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Post by Phantom on Jun 16, 2010 14:25:57 GMT -5
Jason looked at her for a few, long, enduring moments. He stared at her blankly, mainly because he had only thought the same thing earlier. He didn't want to say anything in response so he only just shrugged. He figured that she wouldn't like his response to what she had asked him but he couldn't bring himself to say anything. He was falling back into that abyss of regret, the feeling he hated the most. Right now, he hated himself, he regretted everything up to this point. It was probably better that he did not say anything.
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Post by arzu on Jun 16, 2010 14:34:23 GMT -5
She shook her head, never mind forget that I ever said that. She touched his cheek, I don’t want you to regret anything and if in a few weeks it turns out I am well you can just forget I ever found you, I will go back to Texas just to make sure that happens, you can go back to your normal life and we will just pretend I was never here. She whispered the last part and then stared out the window, she stood and walked over to the window drawing up the curtains, she grabbed her throw and sat down on the window seat, drawing up her knees she looked out the window not saying another word.
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Post by Phantom on Jun 16, 2010 14:49:01 GMT -5
Jason looked surprised for a few moments at what Alyssa had just told him. But the suprised look quickly faded away as soon as it had come. As usual, he chose his words carefully "I don't want to forget you" He started began then continued "I...I want you to stay with me. I don't care if turns out that you are or not. I want to be with you no matter what happens" He finished. He looked at the wall for a few moments, not wanting to say anything else for he had nothing else to say. Sometimes it was better for him not to say anything at all, however, he felt as if he should say something and so he did
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Post by arzu on Jun 16, 2010 15:06:12 GMT -5
She nodded, I don’t want to forget you either and I want to stay with you no matter what happens. She shook her head as her phone begun to chime, she looked at Jason shit she spoke and then stood. Grabbing the phone. Ya? You wanted to have some words with me? Yes I did, Aylssa stepped out of the room look I don’t appreciate hearing from dad at what ever hour in the morning it was about you doing something stupid, you need to grow up and show some respect to dad pull your weight around the fucking ranch and quit ruining your fucking life, I don’t ever want to hear that you pulled a stunt like that you got it? Yes she spoke softly, if I was down there right now I would have every right to slap you, now go get some rest so you can start helping out. She clicked the phone off and walked back into the room and tossed it onto the bed before turning and going into the bathroom to vomit once more. She stood and flushed the toilet and then washed up. Coming back out she flopped onto the bed, ugh why now? She asked softly.
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Post by Phantom on Jun 16, 2010 15:20:21 GMT -5
Jason sat on the bed lost in thought as Alyssa left the room again. He didn't know what he could do, he felt dumb, ignorant and a bunch of other things that just revolved around the world blame. He blamed himself for Alyssa's health, although he pushed the thought to the back of his mind when he noticed that Alyssa had walked back in a second time. "What's wrong?" he asked shortly after his curiosity and worry were raging war in his mind at the current moment apparently.
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Post by arzu on Jun 16, 2010 15:29:26 GMT -5
She looked at him, nothing nothing at all just finished dealing with my sister and then puked for the up most time I think I may try eating some crackers or something. There had to be some food in this house or on tv that would not send her running to the bathroom. She stood and grabbed his hand, taking him downstairs with her. She went into the kitchen and grabbed a package of goldfish, and then sat on the counter, swinging her feet when ever you want to go back to your place just take my truck keys are in the office, she smiled and popped a goldfish into her mouth, she knew he would not be leaving for awhile but she was just saying, she swallowed and waited, I feel fine right now I don’t feel like throwing up what I just ate. She smiled and rested her head against the cupboard, Jason this is going to be a long couple of weeks. She knew when it came it was due to come at the end of this week, then she would wait two more weeks just to be on the safe side before she actually took it. She yawned and looked at him.
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Post by Phantom on Jun 16, 2010 15:48:15 GMT -5
Jason looked at her for a few moments then he looked away, suddenly lost in thought for a second time. Then he looked back at her "I'm sorry Alyssa, truly I am" he apologized soon after. He really did blame himself , he figured that if he hadn't had the lucky reunion with Alyssa, he would not have brought this upon her. He watched her for a few more moments, then his blue graze drifted else where. He knew it was his fault, there was no denying what he had done to cause anything, however, he couldn't leave, not now. He would leave eventually but not forever. He couldn't bring himself to say anything else so he didn't
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Post by arzu on Jun 16, 2010 20:25:53 GMT -5
She shook her head, look it was not your fault after all it takes two to tango, it takes to make it happen. She smiled and hopped off the counter, goldfish in tote. She walked over to him and stuck one in his mouth and then kissed his neck. She sighed and backed away popping another goldfish into her mouth, she flashed him a smile and decided to sit back on the counter waiting for him to speak.
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Post by Phantom on Jun 16, 2010 21:25:19 GMT -5
Jason smiled slightly at Alyssa, but he just couldn't bring himself to smile more than that. He wasn't sure if he was happy or not, he couldn't figure it out, it seemed as if he had lost himself. He looked at Alyssa for a few moments, he didn't know what to say but he managed to say "I just wanted to let you know, that I was sorry" He shrugged then continued "If anything, you should blame me because I brought this on you" He finished, he was looked up at her again, he barely held himself back from apologizing again to her.
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