Post by racingbelle on Jul 13, 2010 18:37:15 GMT -5
“Come on Sterling let’s win this thing!” I whispered excitedly to the mare. This was it. The jump off. The final show and then off to the Nationals! I had to win this last blue ribbon and then Sterling and I would truly be undefeated! Then we would be the first in a long time to go undefeated to the Nationals! I couldn’t wait but now I had to focus on this last show. “Come on girl! Let’s go! We’re undefeated and we’ll stay that way!” I trotted the mare into the ring, guiding her to the outside. I waited for my cue to start the course. “In the ring now is number 184, Ashleigh Hanson, on Sterling’s Dream.” The announcer boomed over the crowd. I nudged Sterling into an easy canter. I was aiming for speed but not just yet. I guided Sterling to the first jump and urged her into a faster canter. We we’re up and over the first jump in a second. I was in my element. Jumping always took my breath away! It felt as if I and Sterling were flying through clouds. We were a team for life. We took all the jumps with ease and now the only one that stood in our way of winning was the final one. “Come on girl. Last one then we’ve got the ribbon!” I murmured. One, two, three, jump! Suddenly Sterling stumbled but tried to jump anyway. “Sterling no!” I yelled, yanking on the reins. There was nothing I could do. Sterling crashed into the jump and we were falling everly so slowly. I was thrown out of the saddle and I heard Sterling hit the ground with a thud. I hit my head on something and everything went black…
Two weeks after the accident…
“You sold Sterling! How could you! She’s everything I have!” I yelled. My parents didn’t think this one through! She was my horse! My parents were shocked. They probably thought that I would never want to ride again after that bad of a fall. What my mom said next confirmed my thoughts. “It’s best that you don’t ride again. We can’t stand you getting hurt like this! Look at you!” My mom said pointedly. It was true. I had broken my leg in the fall and I had a concussion afterward. I was unconscious for two days and had to stay in the hospital for a week. I had just found out Sterling was gone. “I don’t care! You don’t care! You wouldn’t have sold Sterling if you did! You know how much she means to me!” I cried. “Buy her back! I would have gotten hurt sometime! It’s part of riding!” My dad shook his head. “I’m sorry Ashleigh. We sold her to a nice man, who will take good care of her. He has a little girl who show jumps too. Now how about you join some other sports team once your leg is better. How about a swim team? You love to swim.” He said calmly. “No no no! I want Sterling! Get her back! Get her back! Or I’ll get her back myself!” I was crying and my words were almost impossible to understand. “Sorry, sweetie. Sterling has already found a good home. Now forget about her. It’s time to move on. Riding was just a little phase you were going through. Now it’s over.” Mom said. “No it’s not! I’ll ride again weather you like it or not! I’ll get Sterling back! I won’t forget her!” I screamed. I never did forget Sterling. Not even a year later.
One year later…
Urgh! School! Why did we even have it?! I didn’t need school. It was just a place where I could draw pictures of things to do with horses and Sterling. Grades weren’t important anymore, in fact nothing was important anymore. Sterling was gone and that was my only reason why I got good grades. My parents wouldn’t let me ride unless I had good grades. Now my grades went down the drain along with
everything that was important. I got in trouble at school and I ditched school sometimes. My parents were worried but I didn’t care. They knew what I wanted and I knew I would never get it. I would be like this forever if I had to. I started to jog. It was the middle of winter and so cold! Maybe jogging would keep me warm or at least warmer. I started to think and wonder. Where was Sterling? What was she doing? Was she happy? I sighed. I really wish I knew where she was. I heard a horse scream all of a sudden followed by. “You nag! You won’t jump and you haven’t won any kind of ribbon in a year! Some champion you are! I’m going to get Daddy to send you to another trainer after this next show. Apparently you didn’t learn anything last time!” The voice was shrill and whiny. But a champion horse? There were no champions in this area except for me and…Sterling! I broke into a run. A riding school came into sight. This was where I had my first show! It was also a way home that I didn’t take anymore. A dapple gray horse came into view. Sterling! It had to be Sterling! There was no other horse that looked like that! I just had to see if there was that unusual ‘s’ shaped marking on her head! There was a fence blocking the way and the gate was locked. How could I see!? Oh I had to see! If this was Sterling I had to get her back! I started to look at the rider. Who was she? I had heard that voice before… Sasha Silver! The richest, most popular girl at school! Of course Mr. Silver had bought Sterling for his daughter! Sasha had been whining about how such a good horse could belong to such a loser rider but we had beat her in every show we were in and that only made Sasha want Sterling more. Sasha! Why did it have to be Sasha?! Oh how I wish I could get closer! “Stupid horse! I wish I could whip your hide a little more but we don’t want any scars to ruin your pretty pelt. Huh girl?” Sasha said with mock niceness. Then she kicked the mare and they disappeared into a tall red and white barn. I started to run in the direction of home. I couldn’t wait to tell my parents! I was about one block from home when I stopped. I just stopped right there in the middle of the side walk. I had realized something. Why would I want to tell my parents? They wouldn’t care. They would try and stop me from seeing Sterling. If it was Sterling. The wind blew and it was cold and sharp. It stung my face, making my cheeks turn a rosy red. I shivered. Standing still to think had made me cold. I started to walk. Then run again. I ran all the way up the steps to the front door. I didn’t realize I had a happy smile on my face. I quickly wiped it off as I walked through the door. “Hello sweetie. How was school today? Do you have any homework?” My mom called from the kitchen. She had greeted me the same way ever since I had started grade school. I knew what my mom was really thinking: What trouble had my daughter has gotten into now? “Hi Mom. School is boring and I finished my homework in class.” I replied in the same voice I had used with everyone since Sterling was sold. Flat and dull, like there was nothing in life to live for. There wasn’t anything for me to live for anymore. I had lived only for Sterling, otherwise my life was nothing. I had no friends and my parents weren’t any good company. School was certainly nothing to live for. I called hello to my dad and went up the stairs to my room. I opened the door and gazed around, memories flashing through my head. Pictures hung on the wall, all of them of Sterling and I in shows or out in the pasture. Some of them were just Sterling but none of them just me. Ribbons too hung on the wall, along with shelves that held the trophies that Sterling and I had won. My mom had tried to get rid of all of this. All of my memories of Sterling, all of the reminders that she had ever existed. I had found her in my room one afternoon, right when I came home from school. It was one month after the accident and I was still mad at my parents, mad at the world. “What are you doing!?” I yelled. “I’m getting rid of this old junk. You’ll forget about Sterling and all this easier with all of this stuff gone.” Mom said gently. I was mad, my eyes blazing like a burning fire. “I don’t want to forget Sterling! I don’t want to forget all this! I want to keep competing! I didn’t want to get rid of Sterling! You did! You both did!” I yelled. “Get out.” I said calmly. When she didn’t move I yelled “Get out now! Get out of my room now! Don’t ever come in here again!” She walked out and I ran into my room and slammed the door behind me. Then I locked it and went to the box that my mom had used to pack all my stuff into. I started to unpack it, tears streaming out of my eyes, as I put everything back into place. I returned to reality. Then I walked over to my favorite picture and touched the frame. It showed a sunny day at our first show. Sterling and I were jumping over the last jump. The picture showed the left side of us. I won my first show too, just by one point, beating a lot of more experienced riders. No one thought I would win. They thought I was too young. I was 11 and I was competing against 14 year olds who had been riding their whole life. It wasn’t even in the beginners’ class. It was the intermediate. Someone had made a mistake and put me in that class. But I and Sterling showed them all. I walked to my bed and flopped down on it. I sighed and started to think about the gray horse I saw. Was it really Sterling? What would I do if it was? My parents wouldn’t buy her and Sasha would never sell her. I was left with one other option but would I really want to risk doing it? Mom called me to come to dinner and the wheels in my head started turning as I made my way downstairs.
I opened the window very slowly. It was almost midnight and I was sneaking out of the house. I slipped out of the window and closed it behind me. I would have to get back inside by one of the doors. I walked slowly and cautiously on the roof trying not to make a sound. About five minutes later my feet were safely on the ground and I was walking my bike up the drive way. As soon as the front wheel touched the street I leapt onto the bike and pedaled as fast as I could to the riding stable. Soon I was close to the spot where I first saw the gray horse. I continued to the gate. Locked! Ok no worries I would just climb the fence. I looked around. There! Bushes! Just what I needed. I hopped off my bike and pushed it into the bushes so who ever decided to take a midnight walk wouldn’t suspect there was anyone in the stable, especially one with a locked gate. I climbed over the fence and took a good look at it. Five feet high and it seemed to go all the way around the stables, even the paddocks and pastures. I jogged to the stable where I thought the dapple gray horse was held. I peeked into each stall wincing when one of horses nickered or whinnied. Chestnut, bay, black, and palomino but no grays! There! A glint of dapples on a white background caught my eye. It was the last stall on the right. It was also one of the smallest. I wonder why, you would think that Sasha would want the biggest and the best stall in the stable for her horse. I looked at the sliver nameplate that hung on the door. Silver’s Dream. That was Sasha for you, changing a horse’s name to match her own. I slid the nameplate out of the holder and put it soundlessly on the floor and unbolted the door. As I went into the stall, I stepped on the nameplate. “Sterling? Is that you?’’ I said to the mare. I took out my flashlight from my pocket. If this really was Sterling she would have a black ‘s’ right in the middle of her forehead. I slowly shined the beam of light in the mare’s face. There! Right there in the middle of the mare’s face was a black ‘s’. “Sterling! It really is you! I missed you so much girl! I’m sorry! I’m so sorry. I never wanted them to sell you! I tried to make them get you back but they wouldn’t! I tried to find you but I just didn’t know where to look! All this time girl and you’ve been two blocks from home!” I was crying tears of joy and hugging Sterling’s neck, burying my head in her mane. “We’ll never be separated again, Sterling. Never. I love you girl, don’t forget that if we’re ever far apart. I’m always with you.” I rubbed Sterling’s check stroking and patting her. I looked the mare over. She looked fine. Her feet trimmed, mane pulled, and her teeth floated. All except the welts and saddle sores on her back and hips. I knew that the welts were from the constant whippings Sterling received. I was almost certain the sores were saddle sores but wouldn’t Sasha know if the saddle didn’t fit right? It didn’t look like it. Time had passed quickly and the sun was starting to rise over the horizon. “I’m sorry girl but I have to go. I’ll come back tonight or maybe later after school ok girl?” I gave Sterling one last pat and exited the stall, locking it behind me. As I walked out of the stables I was deep in thought. How would I get Sterling back? We were a team for life and I couldn’t let her slip past me. I would ride again and Sterling was the only horse I would ride. It was her or nothing. I had to make a comeback to the show jumping world. Me and Sterling together. Forever. Nothing would stop me from getting her back. Nothing in this world. Not even my parents.
Two weeks after the accident…
“You sold Sterling! How could you! She’s everything I have!” I yelled. My parents didn’t think this one through! She was my horse! My parents were shocked. They probably thought that I would never want to ride again after that bad of a fall. What my mom said next confirmed my thoughts. “It’s best that you don’t ride again. We can’t stand you getting hurt like this! Look at you!” My mom said pointedly. It was true. I had broken my leg in the fall and I had a concussion afterward. I was unconscious for two days and had to stay in the hospital for a week. I had just found out Sterling was gone. “I don’t care! You don’t care! You wouldn’t have sold Sterling if you did! You know how much she means to me!” I cried. “Buy her back! I would have gotten hurt sometime! It’s part of riding!” My dad shook his head. “I’m sorry Ashleigh. We sold her to a nice man, who will take good care of her. He has a little girl who show jumps too. Now how about you join some other sports team once your leg is better. How about a swim team? You love to swim.” He said calmly. “No no no! I want Sterling! Get her back! Get her back! Or I’ll get her back myself!” I was crying and my words were almost impossible to understand. “Sorry, sweetie. Sterling has already found a good home. Now forget about her. It’s time to move on. Riding was just a little phase you were going through. Now it’s over.” Mom said. “No it’s not! I’ll ride again weather you like it or not! I’ll get Sterling back! I won’t forget her!” I screamed. I never did forget Sterling. Not even a year later.
One year later…
Urgh! School! Why did we even have it?! I didn’t need school. It was just a place where I could draw pictures of things to do with horses and Sterling. Grades weren’t important anymore, in fact nothing was important anymore. Sterling was gone and that was my only reason why I got good grades. My parents wouldn’t let me ride unless I had good grades. Now my grades went down the drain along with
everything that was important. I got in trouble at school and I ditched school sometimes. My parents were worried but I didn’t care. They knew what I wanted and I knew I would never get it. I would be like this forever if I had to. I started to jog. It was the middle of winter and so cold! Maybe jogging would keep me warm or at least warmer. I started to think and wonder. Where was Sterling? What was she doing? Was she happy? I sighed. I really wish I knew where she was. I heard a horse scream all of a sudden followed by. “You nag! You won’t jump and you haven’t won any kind of ribbon in a year! Some champion you are! I’m going to get Daddy to send you to another trainer after this next show. Apparently you didn’t learn anything last time!” The voice was shrill and whiny. But a champion horse? There were no champions in this area except for me and…Sterling! I broke into a run. A riding school came into sight. This was where I had my first show! It was also a way home that I didn’t take anymore. A dapple gray horse came into view. Sterling! It had to be Sterling! There was no other horse that looked like that! I just had to see if there was that unusual ‘s’ shaped marking on her head! There was a fence blocking the way and the gate was locked. How could I see!? Oh I had to see! If this was Sterling I had to get her back! I started to look at the rider. Who was she? I had heard that voice before… Sasha Silver! The richest, most popular girl at school! Of course Mr. Silver had bought Sterling for his daughter! Sasha had been whining about how such a good horse could belong to such a loser rider but we had beat her in every show we were in and that only made Sasha want Sterling more. Sasha! Why did it have to be Sasha?! Oh how I wish I could get closer! “Stupid horse! I wish I could whip your hide a little more but we don’t want any scars to ruin your pretty pelt. Huh girl?” Sasha said with mock niceness. Then she kicked the mare and they disappeared into a tall red and white barn. I started to run in the direction of home. I couldn’t wait to tell my parents! I was about one block from home when I stopped. I just stopped right there in the middle of the side walk. I had realized something. Why would I want to tell my parents? They wouldn’t care. They would try and stop me from seeing Sterling. If it was Sterling. The wind blew and it was cold and sharp. It stung my face, making my cheeks turn a rosy red. I shivered. Standing still to think had made me cold. I started to walk. Then run again. I ran all the way up the steps to the front door. I didn’t realize I had a happy smile on my face. I quickly wiped it off as I walked through the door. “Hello sweetie. How was school today? Do you have any homework?” My mom called from the kitchen. She had greeted me the same way ever since I had started grade school. I knew what my mom was really thinking: What trouble had my daughter has gotten into now? “Hi Mom. School is boring and I finished my homework in class.” I replied in the same voice I had used with everyone since Sterling was sold. Flat and dull, like there was nothing in life to live for. There wasn’t anything for me to live for anymore. I had lived only for Sterling, otherwise my life was nothing. I had no friends and my parents weren’t any good company. School was certainly nothing to live for. I called hello to my dad and went up the stairs to my room. I opened the door and gazed around, memories flashing through my head. Pictures hung on the wall, all of them of Sterling and I in shows or out in the pasture. Some of them were just Sterling but none of them just me. Ribbons too hung on the wall, along with shelves that held the trophies that Sterling and I had won. My mom had tried to get rid of all of this. All of my memories of Sterling, all of the reminders that she had ever existed. I had found her in my room one afternoon, right when I came home from school. It was one month after the accident and I was still mad at my parents, mad at the world. “What are you doing!?” I yelled. “I’m getting rid of this old junk. You’ll forget about Sterling and all this easier with all of this stuff gone.” Mom said gently. I was mad, my eyes blazing like a burning fire. “I don’t want to forget Sterling! I don’t want to forget all this! I want to keep competing! I didn’t want to get rid of Sterling! You did! You both did!” I yelled. “Get out.” I said calmly. When she didn’t move I yelled “Get out now! Get out of my room now! Don’t ever come in here again!” She walked out and I ran into my room and slammed the door behind me. Then I locked it and went to the box that my mom had used to pack all my stuff into. I started to unpack it, tears streaming out of my eyes, as I put everything back into place. I returned to reality. Then I walked over to my favorite picture and touched the frame. It showed a sunny day at our first show. Sterling and I were jumping over the last jump. The picture showed the left side of us. I won my first show too, just by one point, beating a lot of more experienced riders. No one thought I would win. They thought I was too young. I was 11 and I was competing against 14 year olds who had been riding their whole life. It wasn’t even in the beginners’ class. It was the intermediate. Someone had made a mistake and put me in that class. But I and Sterling showed them all. I walked to my bed and flopped down on it. I sighed and started to think about the gray horse I saw. Was it really Sterling? What would I do if it was? My parents wouldn’t buy her and Sasha would never sell her. I was left with one other option but would I really want to risk doing it? Mom called me to come to dinner and the wheels in my head started turning as I made my way downstairs.
I opened the window very slowly. It was almost midnight and I was sneaking out of the house. I slipped out of the window and closed it behind me. I would have to get back inside by one of the doors. I walked slowly and cautiously on the roof trying not to make a sound. About five minutes later my feet were safely on the ground and I was walking my bike up the drive way. As soon as the front wheel touched the street I leapt onto the bike and pedaled as fast as I could to the riding stable. Soon I was close to the spot where I first saw the gray horse. I continued to the gate. Locked! Ok no worries I would just climb the fence. I looked around. There! Bushes! Just what I needed. I hopped off my bike and pushed it into the bushes so who ever decided to take a midnight walk wouldn’t suspect there was anyone in the stable, especially one with a locked gate. I climbed over the fence and took a good look at it. Five feet high and it seemed to go all the way around the stables, even the paddocks and pastures. I jogged to the stable where I thought the dapple gray horse was held. I peeked into each stall wincing when one of horses nickered or whinnied. Chestnut, bay, black, and palomino but no grays! There! A glint of dapples on a white background caught my eye. It was the last stall on the right. It was also one of the smallest. I wonder why, you would think that Sasha would want the biggest and the best stall in the stable for her horse. I looked at the sliver nameplate that hung on the door. Silver’s Dream. That was Sasha for you, changing a horse’s name to match her own. I slid the nameplate out of the holder and put it soundlessly on the floor and unbolted the door. As I went into the stall, I stepped on the nameplate. “Sterling? Is that you?’’ I said to the mare. I took out my flashlight from my pocket. If this really was Sterling she would have a black ‘s’ right in the middle of her forehead. I slowly shined the beam of light in the mare’s face. There! Right there in the middle of the mare’s face was a black ‘s’. “Sterling! It really is you! I missed you so much girl! I’m sorry! I’m so sorry. I never wanted them to sell you! I tried to make them get you back but they wouldn’t! I tried to find you but I just didn’t know where to look! All this time girl and you’ve been two blocks from home!” I was crying tears of joy and hugging Sterling’s neck, burying my head in her mane. “We’ll never be separated again, Sterling. Never. I love you girl, don’t forget that if we’re ever far apart. I’m always with you.” I rubbed Sterling’s check stroking and patting her. I looked the mare over. She looked fine. Her feet trimmed, mane pulled, and her teeth floated. All except the welts and saddle sores on her back and hips. I knew that the welts were from the constant whippings Sterling received. I was almost certain the sores were saddle sores but wouldn’t Sasha know if the saddle didn’t fit right? It didn’t look like it. Time had passed quickly and the sun was starting to rise over the horizon. “I’m sorry girl but I have to go. I’ll come back tonight or maybe later after school ok girl?” I gave Sterling one last pat and exited the stall, locking it behind me. As I walked out of the stables I was deep in thought. How would I get Sterling back? We were a team for life and I couldn’t let her slip past me. I would ride again and Sterling was the only horse I would ride. It was her or nothing. I had to make a comeback to the show jumping world. Me and Sterling together. Forever. Nothing would stop me from getting her back. Nothing in this world. Not even my parents.