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Post by arzu on Jun 28, 2010 13:18:10 GMT -5
He backed and she looked at him, trying to figure out all this. What was up with him? She really could not answer that one, she sighed and went back to leaning on the counter and then, he took her face in his hands and kissed her simply and only once. Sighing again, she looked at him as he looked away. Here we go again with the looking away, what was wrong with him? Alyssa rubbed her temples and closed her eyes and then opened them, Jason it seems like something is bother you can you please just tell me, I cant stand all this silence between us. She looked away and waited.
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Post by Phantom on Jun 28, 2010 13:27:57 GMT -5
He looked back at her for a few moments as he heard her voice however he did not know what to say. He thought about it for a few moments, he knew he knew what to say but he couldn't bring himself to exactly say it. The only thing he managed to say was "I...." Before hesitating and trailing off again. His gaze still lingered on her "Nothing. Nevermind" He said again although his voice was quiet and somewhat nervous in tone.
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Post by arzu on Jun 28, 2010 13:40:15 GMT -5
She sighed and looked at him, he was trying to say something and then he trailed off again and then changed. They were going to get no where this way, Ok Jason whatever you say if its nothing its nothing, lets go sit on the deck and enjoy the sunset. Alyssa brushed pass him and to the sliding door, she opened it and then opened the screen door and walked out shutting the screen, she sat in a chair and hung her head. She just had this feeling this night wad not going to go so good, seeing it was already off to a poor start. She sat up and drew her knees up and stared out at the sunset.
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Post by Phantom on Jun 28, 2010 13:54:54 GMT -5
He shrugged as he watched her walk off again. He had messed up again and he had found himself not able to say what he had wanted to. He sighed after a moment and decided not to say anything however, he would say what he had to someday, possibly but not today. Soon enough he approached the screen door and walked out closing it behind him. He turned to see her sitting down and inside he was fighting his concious as he tried to figure out what he should say. He couldn't say sorry or anything related to apologies. If he didn't say anything she would continue to ask him what was up. His gaze fell upon the ground once more as he thought to himself for a few short seconds then his gaze slowly lifted onto it fell upon her "Alyssa..." He was going to have to stop trailing off in his speech but he could never find the correct words to say. He felt uneasy just standing there, oh right it was that caged animal feeling.
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Post by arzu on Jun 28, 2010 14:26:22 GMT -5
As he came out on the deck she looked up at him as he began to speak but trailed off. She rubbed her temples and looked off around him, Jason you need to organize your mind. She chuckled and then looked at him, maybe we will just try and talk again tomorrow how does that sound and you can come over and meet my new puppy. She looked at him really looked at him for the first time that night and she knew what made her say yes one year ago. She smiled, he was just that sweet shy boy, he was different then jerks she had been dating. So she said what the hell and said yes, it turned out to be the best choice in the end at least in her eyes. She stepped forward and kissed his cheek, stepping back, you were always good to me, treated me right never thought I would date a non jerk but you proved me wrong and as weird as it may sound I thank you for that and I will always love you, she smiled again. Before going and resting her elbows on the railing of the deck and tipped her head up so she could look at the sky. A content sigh leaving her as a cool breeze hit her. She could not help but smile and so she did staring out at her land and the setting sun.
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Post by Phantom on Jun 28, 2010 15:05:35 GMT -5
Jason listened calmly as she spoke to him and he didn't know quite what to say "I'm sorry Alyssa but I've been a complete jerk today and I am truly sorry" he said apologetically looking at her again. He didn't know what else to say and was left speechless again. The only thing he could do at the moment was just look at her for a few more seconds before stepping forward and hugging her.
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Post by arzu on Jun 28, 2010 15:19:06 GMT -5
She waited to speak, he stepped forward and hugged her. She wrapped her arms around his neck, looking up at him. Shh you have not been that big of a jerk today, its fine but I accept your apology. She smiled before resting her head on his chest and then stepped back not waiting to over do it. It was not that she did not enjoy it, it was just he had been known to back out, so she was not going to push him. She was still looking at him enjoying all of this time with him even if at first it was not enjoyable. She looked at him waiting.
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Post by Phantom on Jun 28, 2010 15:53:03 GMT -5
He smiled at her and watched as she stepped back "Thank you for accepting my apology. Although my apology does not really deserve to be accepted because I have been the biggest jerk ever" He looked away for a few moments then stepped forward so that he was close to her again and for a moment he was a bit unsure of what he should do then he wrapped his arms around her waist and gently pulled her closer to him "I'm sorry I know I've ruined this day for you" He said looking at her
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Post by arzu on Jun 28, 2010 16:08:40 GMT -5
She chuckled, yes it does deserve to be accepted. She smiled as he stepped closer and wrapped his arms around her waist, she wrapped her arms around his neck as he pulled her closer. She rested her head on his shoulder. No you have not completely ruined the day, this right now makes up for it. Alyssa smiled and then sighed contently, these were the kind of moment she liked, when he was close to her and she was in his arms. She waited for him to speak.
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Post by Phantom on Jun 28, 2010 16:35:59 GMT -5
He was happy that she wrapped her arms around him instead of pushing him away, which wasn't exactly what he was expecting. A content sigh escaped him shortly there after. He enjoyed moments such as these, it made his heart leap and it made him feel as if he truly belonged somewhere. "Although I have ruined it somewhat" He said shortly thereafter feeling ashamed of his previous actions but he forgot all of his preforementioned thoughts to the back of his mind "You know what..." He said afterwards before he kissed her neck softly "I truly do love you"
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Post by arzu on Jun 28, 2010 20:30:58 GMT -5
She chuckled, ok so you ruined it just a tiny bit, but not any more. She spoke softly. Looking up at him, she could not help but smile and want to laugh, so I hope you are not in a rush to go home because I don’t want this to end. She spoke, normally it was her kissing his neck but he kissed her neck softly, it made her smile bigger. Well that’s because I love you too. She kissed him softly and then rested her head on his chest. This was absolutely perfect she could not see it going any other way at this moment however five minuets ago she thought it was going to end badly, now that was all taken back. She looked up at him and waited.
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Post by Phantom on Jun 28, 2010 21:16:29 GMT -5
"Oh really?" he said looking down on her as she looked up at him"Every time I come to see you, its always hard for me to leave" he said quietly. He smiled as he kissed him and he held her slightly tighter a she rested her head on his chest. He felt like he never wanted this moment to end. They were not mad at each other or anything it was just a perfect moment that seemed as if it would never end. He moved his hands gently up her back "Life has its ups and downs doesn't it?" He said quietly
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Post by arzu on Jun 28, 2010 21:31:48 GMT -5
Alyssa looked at him, as he said oh really. She smiled, well that’s good to hear that it is hard for you to go, but its even harder to watch you go. She smiled and felt him holder her tighter, she sighed as his hands moved gently up her back. Yes life does have its ups and its downs sometimes your more down then up but in the end you play the hand you are dealt. Alyssa yawned, now just noting the sun had gone down but it was still warm outside. She kissed his neck and then move up to his lips, she smiled afterword. Sorry just had to. She chuckled and waited.
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Post by Phantom on Jun 28, 2010 22:30:07 GMT -5
He smiled at her "Oh you'll live. I never can stay away long. He listened to her next words "Really?" He teased laughing for a few seconds then he smiled after she kissed him "No need to be sorry although...." He said thinking for a few moments as he noticed that the sun had gone down then he looked back at Alyssa "Do you really want to get me started?" He said teasingly as he kissed her back
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Post by arzu on Jun 29, 2010 8:20:39 GMT -5
She looked at him, true but it is hard. Alyssa smiled at him, yes really and that’s all she said before smiling again. His next words made her smile even more, oh really? She spoke looking up at him, mmm what if I want to get you started? She felt him kiss her back, this was fun. He was actually enjoying it and having a good time, she kissed his neck softly again and undid the first button on his shirt, she smirked and kissed him again only this time on the lips, both of them were teases when it came down to it. She was just waiting to see what he did now.
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