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Post by arzu on Dec 27, 2009 10:57:31 GMT -5
I sighed and looked over at him, ok then I just wish I would have not jumped into a relationship with him I had herd stories but he seemed different I figured it would be fine but I guess not do you want to know the worse part when I woke up in the hospital a couple days later the doctor had told I had been pregnant but due to the severity of the crash I missed carried so he flat out killed the one thing he wanted. I shook my head first time sense I had found out in the hospital had I ever talked about it, he was not allowed near me any more and he was locked up but I still never felt safe, you know even though hes not allowed any contact with me and hes locked up I still don’t feel safe I don’t think I ever will its something that was ripped away. I did live alone but it was hard to fall asleep at night, I never knew if he was going to get out it was always nagging me. Spirit could tell something was not right, he nudged me, im all right boy just a little emotion. She scratched behind his ears and he laid his head back down and dozed off again, I rolled over so it was easier to talk and waited to hear what he had to say.
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Post by Nevvy on Dec 27, 2009 11:21:53 GMT -5
I let her talk, let her get it all out. Losing a child was hard, but finding out you were pregnant but know you would never be able to see the face or smell the scent of your own newborn had to be even harder. I looked over as Spirit tried to make everything feel better and I could tell that they had a special bond that was hard to reach between horse and rider. For a second, I felt like I should be the one comforting her, telling her it's alright. But we've only known each other for what, an hour if that? It's time to slow the train down. But not pull away again like I already had. I didn't know what to say, and I searched through my mind, but the only thing that I could find was I'm sorry but she's probably heard that enough and doesn't want to hear it again. I looked over at Fuego, making sure that he was still in the vicinity, which he was, he was right there, eating the apples that Spirit couldn't have and eating them as if he were flaunting it. What would it take for you to feel safe again? He asked, genuinely concerned for her.
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Post by arzu on Dec 27, 2009 11:38:31 GMT -5
I watched as his horse began eating the apples Spirit caught wind of this and rose swiftly to his feet, Spirit don’t you dare but it was already to late, I could only watch. Spirit walked over and hit the tree hard enough with his rump to send apples every where and some even hit poor Fuego on the head, im sorry about that, it does not matter if it’s a material item or a tree once he touches it, its only his. I don’t know what its going to take, I guess to know that someone is there if he does show up, which means im going to have to find a boyfriend or a gun either one right now seems like a good idea. I smiled and then laughed, Spirit was still over dealing with “his” apple tree, he was pushing apples down toward me and soon enough there were about twenty of “his” apples and he was content with that, Spirit look it the mess you made and what am I going to do with all these, I went to touch on of the apples and he pinned his ears, all right I wont touch them he snorted and crunched one nosily, I shook my head, do you have an idea about what to do with all theses apples? I smiled and watched as Spirit worked his way down the line eyeing Fuego.
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Post by Nevvy on Dec 27, 2009 11:50:23 GMT -5
I sat up, watching as she moved away because Fuego ate one of Spirit's apples. These two were quite a pair, they would never get along. Fuego just kept going with eating his apples, especially the ones that hit him because they had touched him which meant that they were his. I rolled my eyes, waiting to see if they were going to get in a fight or not, which would mean getting between two horses as they battled for the apples. A mare I could understand, but apples, c'mon how low can two horses get? Collect them and save them for later. Just for Spirit of course. Fuego looked at him as if he understood, pretending to be hurt before going back to the apples. I looked back at Sammie. She was so young, and yet she was already worried about her own life. Something protective was growing inside me, but no she has Spirit for that. Spirit was a whole hell of a lot better than me.
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Post by arzu on Dec 27, 2009 12:03:10 GMT -5
Spirit was not a happy camper, he charged the other horse and all hell broke lose, well see if I touch them I will get bit but right now we got a bigger matter, I knew I would not be able to brake them up, I shook my head, to bad I cant keep Spirit in my house he’s much to big. I shook my head and stood grabbing his hand, come on lets brake them apart before someone gets seriously hurt. I smiled and whistled slightly getting Spirit to quit and look at me which was not to say he was not going to go back to fighting I dropped his hand and grabbed the halter, if you cant play nice then you get tied up, grabbing the bridle I slipped it over his nose and tied him up, there that should do it. I then began to pick the apples up throwing some into the woods for the deer and other animals and some I kept and put into a bag I had brought along, when everything was said and done, I sat back down on the ground, Now im exhausted I looked over at him and smiled waiting to see what he said.
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Post by Nevvy on Dec 27, 2009 12:16:40 GMT -5
Fuego just trotted away, a smirk on his face before coming back after he was tied up. Instead of eating the apples, he just stood under the tree and rubbed against the tree as if he had an itch before grazing underneath it. I watched him, a small laugh escaping. I got up and grabbed his halter. You are a very bad influence. I chastised with a smirk on my face, dragging him away from the apple tree. Go back to the burrs I'd rather you be all tangled up with them than have to deal with a bloody mess. Because no offense you can't do a damn thing to him but he could do a lot to you. I took him back to the weeds that were so interesting before he decided to be antagonistic and then went back to where Sammie sat down. Then lets lay back down. Unless you want to go back... I said, hoping the second option wasn't the one she would choose. For once, I didn't want to get away from someone. Currently, I wanted to keep her near. She made me feel...better. Okay, really, I gotta get away it seems. I'm falling a little too hard at the moment.
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Post by arzu on Dec 27, 2009 13:00:24 GMT -5
Spirit simply turned his rump towards us and let a snort go, so it’s the silent treatment that’s fine with me. She watched as he brought Fuego back to the weeds, no I don’t want to go back that means having to spend hours being a hair dresser. I laid back and looked over at him and then to Spirit who had yet to give in, I sighed being out here is nice especially with someone like you. I yawned and closed my eyes letting the wildlife sounds relax me, you know today has not been half bad minus a few hiccups here and there some less enjoyable then others, I laughed, sorry I just had to so where do you bored your horses? I really did not know what else to say except I felt something with him, it was hard to explain right at this moment, I opened my eyes to look up at the sky noting that the sun was begin to set but it did not bother me and I sure hope it did not bother him.
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Post by Nevvy on Dec 27, 2009 13:12:25 GMT -5
I looked over at her, that small smile back on my face. I didn't know what to say, it was as if she spoke my mind. I brushed my hand lightly with hers, just intentional but I made it seem like a mistake. I felt the cooling air around me and the darkening of the sky. I didn't mind it, the painting of the sky was always nice to see, although the person beside me had my full attention. I have yet to find a place suitable for my babies. What about you? I asked, looking over at her, turning on my stomach to look at her again. The sound of the water rushing up on the shore was relaxing along with the nocturnal animals waking up. I wasn't one to talk about my emotions very well, and I hoped my actions showed what I really felt for the most part. I tried that whole speaking thing once, but it turned against me.
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Post by arzu on Dec 27, 2009 13:33:32 GMT -5
I felt his hand lightly brush mine, he made it seem like a mistake but I could tell. He was not good with talking about his emotions but he was good at showing them I smiled, Spirit is kept at my place I have a farm if you are looking for a place to keep your horses. Speaking of Spirit I turned to look at him, he had given in and I was thinking I would let him run free again, I stood and walked over to him I slipped the bridle off, do anything stupid and you will be right back here. He sulked off and over to the water, walking back I sat down and laid back, my farm is quite nice it reminds me off this very spot, a river runs next to it and there are lots of trees and places to trail ride. Turning to face him I took his hand lightly and squeezed it but then I let it go, to me he seemed like a shy guy but sometimes it was hard to read people. I ran my hand through my hair and then rested them on my stomach, I was still looking at him trying to figure out what was going to happen next.
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Post by Nevvy on Dec 27, 2009 13:46:02 GMT -5
I watched as she got up, and I hoped she wasn't ready to leave just yet. I watched as she untied Spirit and let him loose and I looked over. Nope he's still over in the weeds but the chewing I heard I could tell he was finally eating. He really didn't care if Spirit was loose or not because he was boring now. All of a sudden I became more excited when she came back over. I felt her hand against mine and I wrapped my fingers around hers as she squeezed my hand before letting it go again. There were still a few strands across her face and I pushed it gently back with the rest of them. I think they would love it there. I said, and not only that, I would love it there too. I let my fingers softly rub against her hand before turning over and putting my arms behind my head.
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Post by arzu on Dec 27, 2009 14:09:57 GMT -5
I smiled so I take it that is a yes Spirit will be happy to have others around, I will also be happy to have another around. I felt his fingers brush my face as he pushed a few strands back with the rest of them, his fingers rubbed my hand softly before he put them behind his head, I looked over at him before scooting over and smiling, I laid my head on his chest, does this bother you? I questioned, sighing I closed my eyes and waited, my mind was racing as I thought about everything he was different and I liked it. I felt as though I could trust him, like he was always going to be there for me. The best part is my farm would no longer be lonely well so I hopped. I lifted my head so I could look at him, I brought my lips near his cheek and gave him a little kiss and then put my head back on his chest a little embarrassed.
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Post by Nevvy on Dec 27, 2009 14:23:33 GMT -5
I felt her come closer toward me and then the pressure of her head against my chest. No, I like it. I said, putting my arm around her to keep her close. I felt the whisper of her breath against my cheek and then her lips and this time it was no small smile that was on my face. It was a huge grin and I squeezed her a little closer. My heart seemed to be going a million times per minute and there was no way I could keep that from her. Does this bother you? I whispered, wanting to keep the silence here along with everything else. For once Fuego was being good, and he would definitely be praised for that later. I rubbed my hand against her arm, hoping she was not getting cold. I sighed in contentment. This was definitely turning out to be the best day I've had in a while.
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Post by arzu on Dec 27, 2009 14:47:27 GMT -5
I could not keep the smile off my face, good because I was not planning on moving. I felt his arm around me and his small smile became a huge grin. I was extremely happy right at this moment. He squeezed me a little closer, no not at all. His heart was going about a hundred and ten, his hand rubbed against my arm, I sighed and raised my head to look at him, maybe we should leave before it gets to much darker, smiling instead of kissing his cheek this time I kissed his lips. Pulling back I smiled, there could be more of that later but first horses they need the most work right now, I mean look at them. It was true they were both in the weeds burrs were every where on them, I shook my head and kissed him again, looking up at him, maybe we can wait a few?
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Post by Nevvy on Dec 27, 2009 15:04:05 GMT -5
I felt the lips against mine and I kissed her back. Time seemed to stop, sound seemed to be far away and it only seemed to be us here. She broke away and I was reluctant. I kissed her again before looking at the horses. Yeah lets take care of them. I didn't want to get up though, and I waited for her to make the first move. I want to get something straight though. I don't want us to go too fast. We both have different things going on in our lives, alright? I didn't want to hurt her, but I didn't want us to move too fast either. We both had things going on in our lives, and going slowly might be better. I took my arm away, letting her get up if she wants. I hoped she didn't, but if she did then I couldn't blame her. Fuego was getting a little antsy anyways who knows what creeps out at night seeing as we'd never gone on midnight trail rides like I promised him.
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Post by arzu on Dec 27, 2009 15:43:37 GMT -5
His arm dropped and I sat up, Right we wont go fast. I stood and Spirit was right there, yes I know you are a scared cat. Patting his neck I put the pad and saddle on his back and tightened it, the bridle was last and then I mounted, he tried to take off but I held tight, just wait scared cat, that path right there leads up to farm just keep going straight you will see the barn lights on, I need to get a head start or I will never make it back, I blew him a kiss and kicked Spirits sides and we cantered up the path, riding with reins set up English sucked but we were almost home. Spirit could sense it and wanted out of this horrid forest, he picked up a gallop and we were soon there. The doors I had left open, dismounting I led him into the stallion barn flipping the lights as I went, see that was not to bad but know how to get these burrs out of your mane. I shook my head put the saddle and bridle in an area were it would not get used nor would it take up space, I leaned against the door frame, tack box in my hand sighing I walked out to Spirit.
He looked at me as though something was not right, easy boy everything his fine, I took the mane and tail comb between my teeth and started pulling burrs out of his mane, when I could get no more I started combing, Spirit freaked and I turned to face the door way and there standing was him, I dropped the brush and he laughed, you really did not think you could avoid me for ever did you? You and that stupid horse he always got all you time and I got none. I stood in fear and watched as he stepped close, he made me want to puke and then to see you all over another guy it broke my heart in two, so now I know what I have to do, if I cant have you nor can he or that stupid horse. His fingers grazed my cheek I trembled.
Spirit was trying to get out of his cross ties but he could not, I saw it coming and something clicked he was here to kill me, I stuck my hand up and felt something sharp pierce my hand, why do you always have to go and take my fun away? There was a lot of blood, my blood and I was not the strongest when it came to it, I needed to free Spirit I took my good hand and un snapped the ties and then I slumped and began to heave, aw you were never good with blood were you. Spirit stepped around me and went to take care of him, but I was much to weak to watch, I herd a squeal and I knew it was not good I herd retreating steps but I could hear the sirens and they were hear and that was the point when heaving turned to pure sick.
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